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Night Terrors
05:17
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I am screaming your name
Something is clawing at me
Something is dragging me away
Taking my only chance to be happy
Screams of the damned
Droning in my mind
Knife within my hand
And now begins my cries
I lacerate my flesh in order to feel
There's something calming about this pain
But I know these scars will never heal
The blood within me is leaving stains
I am screaming your name
Something is clawing at me
Something is dragging me away
Taking my only chance to be happy
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Lost Orphan
05:28
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My family has forsaken me
They had no other choice
There is no other home for me
My heart has been destroyed
A lost orphan cries out
His mother forced to hear it
Every weep that I let out
It drives her to madness
The lost orphan knows not what to do
Adopted by abusive parents
God, this child has lost faith in you
His pain is ever so apparent
My family has forsaken me
They had no other choice
There is no other home for me
My heart has been destroyed
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I know that I will never be rid of this pain
I know that I will never be rid of this hate
I will never forget what you've done to me
Your own grandson, who you decided to rape
You have scarred me for the rest of my life
And now I trust no one outside in the night
Because I fear that it will just happen again
Even if I forgave you, this pain wouldn't end
He who defiles his own flesh and blood
Does not deserve any feeling of love
If not for you living such distance away
I would have raped you with a smile on my face
We as human beings are capable of murder
My thirst for revenge is what drives my will to kill further
You will never feel the guilt you should have
Until it is forced into your heart with a stab
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Life has been out to get me since I was born
I can never catch a break from my heart being torn
I have never considered myself to be a fighter
I am too weak to fight for my life, I am just a writer
Time is moving ever so slowly
Is it going to be my entire life, I am lonely
Nobody will ever be here to hold me
Nobody would ever care to know me
I have no problem with harming myself
If it would make you uncomfortable enough to go away
I am trapped inside of my personal hell
And nobody is going to come and save me
Time is moving ever so slowly
Is it going to be my entire life, I am lonely
Nobody will ever be here to hold me
Nobody would ever care to know me
What have I done to deserve all of this pain?
Those who harm are never harmed in any way
I cannot help but dwell on the past if it always comes back to haunt me
Suicide is a permanent solution to a problem that does not seem temporary
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Betrayal
06:40
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"Things can never be the way they were before
Once the trust is gone you lock the doors"
I cannot trust a single person, night or day
Everybody is waiting for the right moment to betray me
I am sick and tired of being stabbed in the back
Me and my real mother don't deserve to be attacked
Night and day, morning and noon, constantly betrayed
Never trust a single soul, they all think it is a game
"Things can never be the way they were before
Once the trust is gone you lock the doors"
I cannot trust a single person, night or day
Everybody is waiting for the right moment to betray me
I am sick and tired of being stabbed in the back
Me and my real mother don't deserve to be attacked
Night and day, morning and noon, constantly betrayed
Never trust a single soul, they all think it is a game
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God Of Hypocrisy
07:06
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I will not bow down to a God of hypocrisy
There is no such thing as fate or the prophecy
Men of God, will lie, cheat, kill, and steal
Religious leaders deserve to have their flesh peeled
Molest, defile, abuse, then ask for forgiveness
Religion is a poison, a lie, and a sickness
God cannot exist if nobody can love me
God never saved me, I am cold and ugly
If God is real, then he is to blame for it all
I was raped, abused and he let it happen
Never forgive, never forget, I will never bow
Never forgive, never forget, who cares if I drown
I will not bow down to a God of hypocrisy
There is no such thing as fate or the prophecy
Men of God, will lie, cheat, kill, and steal
Religious leaders deserve to have their flesh peeled
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Violent Nightmare Newark, Delaware
Black/Drone/Doom Metal project by Chris Schroeder
Bands that inspire us: Sunn O))),
Xasthur, Leviathan, Striborg, Black Funeral, K.F.R., Burzum, Pentemple
Genres that inspire us: Drone Metal, Doom Metal, Raw Black Metal, Black Ambient
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